Awerite..atlast, I had to succumb to it. No one paid any heed to it while I kept screaming my guts out that am just not good at it. But here I am, writing my first blog ever. Reason..? I personally feel am just way too subjective as a writer, and so don’t really like being pointed out at my sensibilities (Oi…that doesn’t mean am not open to any kind of criticism…err..kind of!!). Anyhow, now that am up to it, I’ll make sure am at my extreme subjective best…the people who read it need not necessarily like it, or appreciate it (Everyone is free to express his/her thoughts you see!). But this is how am going to proceed, regardless. So here I scoot *Rolling drums and bass sound for the effect please!!*
As a child, I was a super-enthu kid who was always into dreaming *Morning/day/eve dreaming- whatever you like to call it*, so much that at times the feebly fine line between my reality and my illusion would blur. If am an alien child with superpowers *Thanks to Superman, X-men and other freaky movies*, plants talking their hearts out to me, or our very own Chanda Mama following me wherever I went *Awerite awerite…I know that was foolish* were few of the results of that co-existence. Fortunately/Unfortunately, this inevitable habit still exists. And one thing that I constantly dream and wonder about is, if we all have some whacko yet distinct, veiled, supernatural power to us..to each one of us; or if we are just another common replica of a filthy-selfishly common species called humans.
I always felt, and still feel that each one of us, no matter howsoever clueless and careless about life we may be; our life grants us an insight about something or the other *Read superpower*, some sixth sense as they say which you stay unaware of until that Supreme power chooses to come up with a situation that makes you get in touch with that powerful, noble inner self, often termed by people around you as your ‘Persona’ or ‘charm’. Whether you realize that gift or not, is up to you.
Sit back and think for a while, can you think of a friend of yours whose gentility and genuineness for all shines through everything he/she does, or someone you know who’s infamous for his/her straightforwardness *although loved for the same by you all the more*, someone you came across on a busy day, but still couldn’t help but get touched by his honesty, or the ability to enforce his/her TRUST in people so effortlessly. All these people you just thought of are one of those lucky ones who are in touch with their gift life bestowed upon them. Some of you yourselves might find it fitting the bill with you as well.
If you can see a person’s pains through his/her smile…
Or if you’re like my weirdo friend who belongs to this “Ultra positive” species and never gives up…
If you have a tendency of standing up for nothing but the truth…even if it means losing out…
Or you have the incorrigible strength to point out, and even more, to accept your own mistake…
If you have that unconditional patience and support for your friends whenever they deserve it the least but need it the most…
Or if you’re one of those special ones who have a calming, a serene effect on all around you and are good at listening to their agonies with undue patience…
And last but not the least, if you are suffering from “I DON’T TAKE SHIT" attitude causing you complications in your professional/personal life…
If you think you have any of the above listed disorders or anything similar to that, don’t panic *Since the worst part about these gifts is that they seemingly tend to make your life tougher for you. It’s hard to be good you see*. It’s your gift, and you should feel exclusively privileged that some way or the other you’re able to use it.
I know this still isn’t making sense to some, but I can promise it will, once you stop blabbering your logic into everything, and listen to your plain, irrational heart for a while (you see, a whole lot of things start making more sense to you the moment you stop analyzing and trying to find sense behind everything). Uhh, sorry, I digress a lot…but then, the good part is that I retrace back to my roots as well..sooner or later. So, we were talking about gifts, weren’t we?
Take out some Q.T *Quality time for ignorant* for yourself, give your brain a rest, and ask your heart- what’s your superpower…what’s your gift…Life is short, so find out your gift before it gets too late to be utilized..and change *Read “Save”* the world around youJ
(P.s: If any of you happens to have any superpower I don’t know or mentioned of, or had a revelation and finally found yours, do mention it here... Would love to hear it.)
